Designed to soar (part 2)

* continued from part 1

Family and friends were unable to comprehend and unable to hear my pleading silence.
They didn't want to see my sickening reaction to you.

You incarcerated me.
You forced me to lie to the people I loved, make me shiver at night, and live in constant fear.

My scar count increased after being left shattered, wounded, and assaulted.
Physically and mentally, as the years lost grew longer.

went about his business like a zombie.
I no longer saw any kind of future for myself in this world.

When everyone turned away, you snuffed out all hope.
Escape from this gloomy hole is difficult, and it is impossible to resist against your attacks.

I had no knowledge of God or the church.
My ultimate power is YOU.
No way to experience true love.
Now I resembled a decayed, dead flower.

Then it occurred one day.
I made the decision to develop my wings right there and then, which is the most magnificent hope one moment can provide.

You won't steal from me anymore.
as if you had been stealing all this time.
Never attempt to end my life.
I won't be crying these tears anymore.

I will manage the discomfort.
I'll swallow my arrogance whole.
I'll deal with the wreckage of my existence.
I'm ready for this bumpy voyage.

I'd be happy to die if it meant never seeing you again because without you, I wouldn't be able to fly, and without you, I'd only be able to survive.

I'll laugh, smile, and soar as I regain my ability to breathe.
I'm going to return to a moment before you knocked on my door.