Happiness Vs Sadness

These two emotions toy with my day-to-day activities
So what is happiness:

The emotions of joy, satisfaction, contentment, and fulfillment are indicators of happiness. Although there are many distinct definitions of happiness, it is frequently said to involve joyful feelings and a sense of satisfaction in one's life.

Not to lie, there was a particular time I felt happy according to the above definition. This period was my childhood but adulthood came around, it has all been a rush of sadness and uncertainty.

Let me define sadness , so will be know the emotions attached to it:

Sadness is a type of emotional distress that is linked to or defined by emotions like disappointment, helplessness, grief, helplessness, and sorrow. When depressed, a person may withdraw from others and become withdrawn or lethargic.

But don't worry I am not depressed. I will get over this.

So what time of emotions are you feeling now?

References 

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sadness
https://www.verywellmind.com/what-is-happiness-4869755