Dear mom

Hello, Mom
You promised to be there always, but you are nowhere to be found.
I can't believe you left me; I feel like the ground is closing in on me.

I had complete faith in you, but now there is nothing I can do because you are no longer there.
You were the one who destroyed my life.

I have discovered not to trust.
Nothing else needs to be said.
You lost a particular person that you can't get back every day.

Now that I've left you in the dark, you suddenly understand how I feel and ask me to take you back.
But you continue to believe you are innocent.

I'd never be able to pardon you
Even if I tried, we could never be reconciled.
I have sobbed for the lonely nights.

You'll never understand how it feels to lose the person you need the most.
Instead of making you feel like a ghost, to make you laugh, cry, and adore you.

I've continued living my life.
Without you there with me
I'm telling you how I feel because my agony has persisted for such a long time.

I guess I want to say thanks.
You made me strong, and I just wanted you to know that
I didn't make a mistake.