I killed God 😭

Here is a 50-stanza poem on the theme "I killed God":

Stanza 1:
I killed God, the ultimate crime
A divine being, no longer in prime
I took away the world's guiding light
And plunged humanity into endless night

Stanza 2:
The weight of my actions, I cannot bear
The guilt and shame, forever I'll share
I thought I was brave, but now I see
The horror of what I've done, eternally

Stanza 3:
The heavens weep, the earth does mourn
The loss of innocence, forever torn
I killed the hope, the love, the grace
Leaving only darkness in its place

Stanza 4:
I thought I was strong, but now I'm weak
My heart is heavy, my soul does seek
Redemption, forgiveness, a chance to make right
But can I find it, in the dark of night?

Stanza 5:
The silence is deafening, the stillness is cold
The absence of God, a burden to hold
I killed the comfort, the peace, the trust
Leaving only emptiness, forever just.

Stanza 6:
I wander alone, in this desolate land
Searching for answers, with an uncertain hand
I killed the faith, the hope, the divine
Leaving only shadows, forever entwined

Stanza 7:
The memories haunt me, the guilt does sting
The weight of my actions, forever I'll cling
I thought I was free, but now I'm confined
By the chains of my conscience, forever aligned

Stanza 8:
The world is darker, the future unsure
The absence of God, a burden to endure
I killed the love, the light, the way
Leaving only darkness, night and day

Stanza 9:
I try to find solace, in the emptiness
But it's hard to find peace, in the loneliness
I killed the comfort, the peace, the trust
Leaving only sorrow, forever just

Stanza 10:
The silence is loud, the stillness is cold
The absence of God, a burden to hold
I killed the hope, the love, the divine
Leaving only shadows, forever entwined

Stanza 11:
I'm lost in the darkness, with no guiding light
Searching for a way, through the endless night
I killed the faith, the hope, the way
Leaving only uncertainty, night and day

Stanza 12:
The world is a canvas, of gray and black
The colors of hope, forever lack
I killed the vibrancy, the beauty, the hue
Leaving only dullness, forever anew.