My greatest regret

When she was here, I never expressed my love.
I've always been afraid of how she'll react.
She won't remain any longer, now.
She's gone now because I never expressed my affection for her.

I was always drawn to her face.
I've always wished to live close to her home.
I always felt something deep inside that I had to conceal.

I tried everything I could to conceal my emotions and the possibility of my heart being stolen.
Why would you conceal? I kept enquiring.
Time to reveal your identity now.

I wanted to be more than just her buddy ever since I first saw her.
That dream is now permanently over.
She was the first woman I felt a crush on.
I hurried to school so I could see her.

She may appear normal to you, but in my eyes, she is a saint.
I believed she was the ideal partner for me, but my wish prevented me from seeing that.

I never expressed my feelings to that girl.
I never let her know how much I love her.
I wish we had talked more.
I wish I had broken that block.