Lost Identity

I'm something else
A different kind of monster
I'm a sinner

A hypocrite
I was supposed to be a follower of good things
But now when you find evil, you see me

Pain demands to be felt
When the person who gave you the best of memories
It becomes a memory too
 
Or should I talk about the false emotions I always present before you
Soiled with sentimental affections
fueled with lust

All the feels
was given birth to from the first day I saw you
Heaven talks about you a lot
I know because I have been touched by an angel before (You)

Anywhere with you
It is exactly where I would love to be
And with you, I feel less like a sinner

I know the world will go on whether or not I exist.
This motivates me to be a better person for us
I hope all this works out