Are you even listening?

I need to be held, but I'm the only one in this place.
I need someone to hear me out, but I'm the only one with an ear.

Am I audible to anyone?
Does anyone even care?
Does anyone even know that I'm experiencing despair?

There are voices in my head telling me to end my life.
Will someone ever admit that they are merely lies to me?

Does anyone care about me?
Theyre they going to cry?
Would anyone even care if I suddenly vanished?

The people who preach friendship have abandoned me completely.
Those who are not present made a promise not to let me leave.

Can anyone make me out?
Does anyone even care?
Does anyone possibly understand the weight I carry?

I created this wall to conceal who I am, and now when I require assistance, I am trapped behind it all.

Do you see who I really am?
Will you try at all?
Can you even tell that tonight I need a break in the wall?

I'm crying by myself and unsure of what to do.
Just let me know that you are still there so at least I know that.