What do I do?

Which path should I take?
Which way should I go?
Do I turn left or right?

And commit the same errors that I have in the past.
Should I relocate far away and begin afresh, or what?

Considering that I'm a senior in high school and was too knowledgeable about the game.

the way of life? who are they? even with regards to money?
Everything needs to change for me.

What then shall I do?
since I've done a lot of things wrong.

Either this method or that way will do.
What else is there to say?

Whatever happens, I suppose...
I'm going to make my grandmother proud because she's in heaven by changing.

For heavens' sake, with all the other angels and family members I've lost in the last eight years.

So I guess I'll change, but not for my own benefit, but rather for someone who has always relied on me.

No matter how many mistakes I've made, my team in heaven is rooting for me to succeed in the end.

I also threw the ball over the fence.
You understand I didn't do it for myself but rather for the loved ones we sincerely miss.