Can't break anymore

To the girl with the unbreakable spirit, whatever how perplexed her soul may be, I say:
She has experienced numerous breaks while looking for love that simply wasn't there.
She has since learnt her lesson, erected her wall, and vowed to never again expose her heart.
She understood that, in the end, a body is still a body, whoever it belongs to, and that love might not exist for anyone, therefore we should all simply accept that things are going to be simple.
But she won't back down.
But she'll never know since life is weird when all she does is feel. All she needs is herself and whoever she is that day.


She thinks passionately and sees the world through her heart, despite the fact that it is frequently chilly, dismal, and dark.
However, she is also aware that there may be hope—the one that no one else can—out there.
She is the world's greatest realist and pessimist as well as a dreamer.
She is contradictory, yes, but she is not hypocritical since in her heart everything makes sense.
She wants to delve into the darkest recesses of her heart in order to comprehend the cosmos, not even to understand what she is thinking.
But she frequently loses herself, and she will never know who she was before.
She's free and won't commit to anyone, yet even so, she's content.

She only wants a place she can call home, except sometimes when she is alone herself.
She has experienced everything, often all at once, so she is familiar with all sides of any tale.
This paradox, this capacity to perceive things in unique ways,
Is it a blessing or a curse?
Even she is unable to comprehend the what, when, why, or how, and occasionally she is unsure of if it is.
Even when she is certain that there is nothing else out there, she craves more.
But she won't give in, especially for love, if such a thing really exists.
She will always have the hope that something exists that will make her happy. However, she tells herself that she doesn't want it and doesn't anticipate it.
She is infinite in spirit because of this.
Oh, how I wish there was something more.