To Die For

Imagine starting a journey,
scared of the hurdles before you eventually see them,
Imagine telling someone before you know them that you are scared to loose them in the future, 
Imagine missing someone when you are in their presence,
Imagine balancing your own emotions on the precipice of the other? 
Imagine not being able to function because you don’t know who you are without the other,
Imagine someone who promised to love you hurt you so bad, countless times without remorse,
Imagine someone hurting you and blaming you for the hurt, 
Imagine being hurt countless times by the person and when you decide not to hate you leave, 
Imagine expecting you’ll be heard eventually, 
Imagine being demonized for your actions 
Imagine being the source of another’s pain and not looking out for your self 
Imagine being subject to a yardstick of another's emotions 
Imagine being blamed for the finality of things.