Need

I need you, can’t you see?
It’s so easy to spend your nights the way you want 
acting like you aren’t responsible for anyone 
you may think you need someone brand new 
but you just need you 
I’m stressing, I’m spiraling 
there are a lot of things I should have said 
maybe things I shouldn’t have overlooked 
I'm sorry for everything I’ve done 
I know I messed this up 
over and over again
maybe I’m out of my mind, but I’m looking for a way to escape 
I see you in my dreams 
I hear your voice in my head 
I’m literally living in nostalgia 
why can’t we turn back time, why can’t we relive our future? 
why can’t my heart mend itself? 
why can’t I adjust to this reality?
songs, pictures, trees, food, everything reminds me of you. 
shut my eyes and think, “it won’t be long till I’m happy again”.