Alchemy

After finishing all the morning chores, Varan-Rice cooker was started. Today, I and mother both had dinner. Baba had gone to one of his friends for dinner. If it is not for eating, it is our shortcut in cooking! We both love rice. So it works even if there are no chapattis. There was my favorite bird in the fridge. Now, four papads are baked at dinner time and the work is done. So put on the cooker and immediately started writing a letter to Sumit. Now he sat determined not to get up until he had finished. And it would definitely have been written by the time the mass music worship of the mother was over. But when the first four or eight lines were not written, the doorbell rang. I opened the door wondering who would have come in the noon sun and was shocked to see Ravimama at the door. I didn't know what to say right away. I never told him to come in. Finally he smiled and said, "I want to come in. Would you step aside from the door? Of course, I will come in only if you don't mind." Why am I standing at the door like a madman? You come inside first. And did you come alone? Didn't Mami and Nina come?" I said to kill time by saying something. Didn't I know that aunty will stay at home for her brother today on the day of brotherhood? But at that time, Mama said, "What are you doing like a fool since yesterday? Every sister eagerly waits for her brother on the day of brotherhood. Can you also tell me why she is waiting now?" "No! But to tell the truth, mother was not waiting for you today at all. And there is no question of me waiting for my brother. Because he belongs to Calcutta. So I didn't realize that there is a brother today." He wanted to give such a harsh answer, but his mother didn't like it, so he somehow restrained his tongue and said, "You see Bais first! Mother, Oh Ravimama has come. Have you been worshipped?" "It's happening! Ask Ravi to sit." Mother replied quietly. Ravimama had heard that. Still I said to him, "You are reading very comfortably. Your favorite books, magazines are on the front table. If I Holds tea for you!" I came in after talking like this. In fact, it was difficult for me to enter the matter alone in the hall. But it was more difficult to sit there in front of him and say something. Far has come to us at least once or twice in the last eight-ten months. Very vertical. In a hurry! The uncle who used to come round every four to eight days and ask for happiness, who looked after my mother's needs and dislikes, who maintained a friendly relationship with our cousins, has now become a stranger to our house.

 This house of ours had become like something for humans. Because most of our relatives stopped coming to our house. Not only this, our Sandeep-mother's beloved daughter has also scored the same. As if Baba is not in the house. His existence is already like butter on butter! At other times there is no reason to behave like that. But isn't it our duty to stand firmly behind our family member when he is in trouble and support him? But what will a person who has lost his own confidence do for someone else? On the contrary, from our point of view, Baba is busy with his own mind There was a lot. At present, he is enthusiastically doing the work of the Vivekananda Centre. But it is not possible to tell how long this excitement will last. If he leaves that job, Dad will just sit at home puffing on cigarettes. Then the mother used to keep struggling to reduce their depression, to engage them in something. But it is the mother who now finds herself in such a state of neglect that she alone needs support. What a terrible situation she has to go through! How a mother who was never afraid of anything has been shaken to the core. It was the first time that I saw a mother who faced many situations in the world become so humble. I did not understand how to save her. Thinking about it, I made tea and took some snacks and placed them in front of him. Still the mother did not come out. Other times, when mama came, mother would rush out without even peeking out. Finally, when I called her again, she came out calmly, ready to wave, and while waving the case, said, "It's good, Dad, you came here for brother seed!" Are you stopping to eat now?" So Mama Patkan said, "Stop Yes! But I want to go to a friend from office for dinner. Will it work?" "What happened to not walking? Come back anytime with your name. Now take the tea and snacks brought by the niece, that's it. We haven't done anything in the house, Sandhya has brought chivda-ladu from outside." The mother presented her side. He only broke a piece of ladwa and put it in his mouth. Took tea and said goodbye to mother and went out. After he left, she closed the door and said to her mother, "Actually, I never thought that this day would come." That's why I was so scared to see him! In fact, he should not have come. Is it necessary to take care of the context of relationships that are so messed up? Oh, I felt terrible until you came out.