Goodness

There's a thin line between love and lust.
But when it comes to what my heart feels, I'm lost

At times the people we love are those we want to be and talk with.
Sometimes these same people hurt us and make love seem toxic

What I don't understand is why I keep choosing a toxic love
When I know that what I deserve is more than enough

Letting you go is harder than it seems
But how can I let go of the man of my dreams?

I do not feel this way with any other person
I know you'll never change for me and that's the lesson

I'm scared to be alone but you make me feel lonely
I feel that the participant in this relationship is me only

I wish you weren't full of hurt and rudeness.
I wish you'll look at me and say "Oh my Goodness!"