Fate? I think so

I was aware that we were destined to be the moment we met.
I knew you were the one for me and that our destiny was sealed.

Even before I knew you,
All I knew was your name.
Uncertain about what to do,
I was unsure of who was to blame.

I was aware of my attraction to you.
I could tell you were a decent person.
I was unable to stop thinking since the butterflies were so active.

Nothing I did that day revealed who I am to you.
Every time you approached me, my heart started to race.

My behavior wasn't organic.
My responses weren't genuine.
I felt absolutely dreadful, yet I was unable to control my heart.

My eyes were focused on you when the group waved me off.
I was aware that I was checking to see if you shared my sentiments.

When I first saw your face, I liked you, but perhaps it was the touch.
My heart was beating quickly.
I already thought you were too good.

I was aware that we were destined to be the moment we met.
We were already doomed, I realized.
as rivals, lovers, or pals.