The Future

I had like to pour out my heart here if you permit me

I get really scared these days
I ponder a lot about what the future holds for me 
Probably because of the pressure 
or probably something I am yet to figure out
Just what if, what if 
The good life doesn't come around
What If the end is miserable
These days I am inclined to expect the worst 
From both nature and humans
I work really hard these days 
with so much fear and it is driving me insane
Am I depressed; I am not sure
This pressure that I am under doesn't have time for such
Where I am from if you snooze, you lose 
You have to keep moving
I hope all these struggle is all worth it in the end 
I hope my future has a happy ending
I hope everyone around me is happy in the end