The admirer

I've never been the kind of person to express my feelings, so in general, I hold everything inside. With you, it was no different, and trust me, I've tried.

However, a part of me simply cannot take that chance.

I don't think you'll ever find out, which may be okay with you, but it hurts me. I've decided not to show it.

I suppose I'm your unwitting admirer.

That name seems to be the perfect fit.

I'm not sure what it is about you that I enjoy, but you are constantly in my thoughts.

Maybe it's because you appear so seductive that I can't get enough of you, or because whenever you're there, I instantly forget about everything else.


Perhaps it's the way you pronounce my name or the way you smile

However, it may also be everything.

Knowing you seems to be worthwhile to me.


But I guess I'll never find out what it is. My actual feelings are something I could never share with you. Instead, I'll only admire you from afar.