The perfect one

I believed I had found the ideal partner who would treat me well.
But, I neglected to cling on, and he has since left.

I should have exerted more effort to make it work, but I didn't, and as a result, I am hurt.
I always think about him and can't get his image out of my head.

I couldn't be with him since he meant the world to me.
I ruined it everything, I mutter as I start to drop.

The light is beginning to fade now, and I miss how it was with him.
The entire interior is dead.
He keeps popping into my mind.

He is vital to my survival.
He energizes me so much.
He is the center of my universe, and life would not be the same without him.

All I could think about when he bid me farewell was why.
I detest trying to appear okay, especially considering that all I do at night is cry.

I detest sitting here wondering why things didn't work out in the past.
I should get over him, but I can't figure out how. I wish I could be with him right now.

I smile as I recall how things were in the past.
I had hoped he would stay a while, but instead he abandoned me, leaving me defenseless and knowing that he is the one I will miss.